Reading with Carol Parks: 1/18/13

Carol Parks, her name came up in conversation several times---so I took it upon myself to meet the woman that was so highly spoken of. In my opinion, all her reviews were true. Carol Parks was absolutely astonishing and entirely on point. Her guide, Noah, instantaneously answered the questions that I had as soon as they were leaving my lips.  Overall, this reading just gave me the confirmation that I desperately was seeking.

Before the reading I created a small graph titled 2013. I listed the questions that I had: COLORADO/SOLOMON/TRUE LOVE/HERBALISM/OVER SEAS TRAVEL /YOGA/MY BROTHER/& EARTH CHANGES.  Basically these were all the things that I wanted to fully understand. I began the session explaining my (spontaneous) decision to move to Colorado, practically over night; and second, my recent split with Solomon, yet I wanted to understand why I was so connected to him.

Straight away, she began speaking about my relationship with Sol. She explained our past life agreement, and that it was unfilled, so it was very necessary that it be filled in this lifetime. Meaning, Solomon will always be in my life and I will always be in his. We need each other, yet not necessarily romantically.

Next, my move to Colorado—hmm, it was not positive, yet not negative either. It was more of… it’s a stepping-stone for what is next to come; but not really where I belong or will be for very long. It is, however, a place where I can learn: more nature healing (herbalism, etc). Traveling abroad would be best for me. And my personal energy resonates best with Thailand, she believes.

I pulled two cards during the reading: the first being ‘The World’ ---which yes, so me! No need for explanation. Second, I pulled the Magician card—which addressed the question of true love. She said when I meet the person I am going to spend the rest of my life with, that it will be PURE MAGIC. I will know from the moment I meet him—which is due to take place late 2013, early 2014—exciting!

We spoke about confidence and self-esteem—and her guide, Noah, kept asking why I did not have the amount of confidence that I should. He asked her why... over and over again. They were both very confused why i didnt have heaps more self-esteem. They both said that there was nothing wrong with me—that I was beautiful inside and out, --I have not carried over any negativity from past lives and I am free in this lifetime (besides my karmic connection with Solomon) and had absolutely no reason to lack confidence—I am radiating with love.  And to always remember that.

The topic that was addressed time after time was YOGA. She mentioned it before I had the chance to; she said that is my calling. I NEED to teach. She reiterated that several times to me throughout the reading.

Many other topics were addressed—true love, my relationship with my brother and his life and Earth changes. All which were very enlightening.

Overall, I am feeling extremely confident in my future plans and dreams. I am looking forward for what is to come. Yippppppppieeeee!

Manifestation: two thousand and thirteen

One week ago—I was in a place of complete darkness. I truly feared being so far from the Light that I would not be able to escape the darkness, yet now as I write this I smirk from ear to ear.  I woke up on Thursday and realized life IS worth living. This (now) is the only time we get to enjoy all these Earthly pleasures and delights. Life is far too perfect, far too magical. How did I ever let myself slip into such a funk? I suppose it was needed in order to be reminded that I AM the creator of my destiny. I chose to be sad and push away the Light. I wanted darkness and I GOT IT! Just as fast as I wanted darkness and received it—I wanted the Light again—and got it! It was that simple. I am now beaming, radiant, joyous. Back to the norm.

With that being said, I AM THE CREATOR. I MANIFEST MY DESTINY, MY FUTURE.

I am a strong believer in manifestation and positive intent, so I spent the weekend reflecting on how I imagine this year to be- this new, fresh, inspiring year: At the end of this month I am going to journey (via my auto) through Austin, Pheonix, and Los Angeles. Then heading through Colorado and up to Denver with Marshall (my brotha from another motha). We plan to find a house for rent slightly outside the city—one with a great big back yard for his great dane and our future food garden. Another manifestation is a job either/or teaching yoga and working in a health food shop (preferably in the supplements department). Or basically anything geared around natural health. COLORADO IS GOING TO BE SOOO GOOD FOR MY SOUL—I CAN FEEL IT.

By summer, I WILL have enough money saved up to head south, past the border into Mexico. Lynlee, Peyton and I want to spend some of the Summer at the Shaman’s Festival. Then—well, the possibilities are endless. Either head back up to Colorado OR

Continue traveling South. I have really been considering starting my business this year, and have also been strongly considering starting it outside of the country. For those that do not know, I want to start a tea bar. Serving up some awesome elixirs and herbal teas for the soul along with coffee, possibly fresh juices, and vegan treats. I want the place to be a for healing, art, yoga and good vibes and energy. I am not quite sure where this place is going to be yet, but I will have to travel through Nicaragua, Costa Rica and Panama before I know for sure where I want to plant some roots.                         I am beyond excited. Two thousand and thirteeeeeeen!