ashley+dating=unattainable
what is wrong with me?
a boy shows interest & i run away (& never look back).
i have just been made aware of my fear-- of dating!?! & commitment.
if someone shows any interest at all (even the tiniest bit) i avoid them at every cost possible. what the heck? i need to figure out why i am so afraid.
i slightly think it's my free spirit at the moment & knowing that if i start to fall for someone it wont end so nicely, just knowing that i am on the quest of spirituality & finding myself at the moment, and someone else would just get in the way of this (to say it bluntly). ugh, maybe i just need to take the risk & get over this fear.
because of the picture above, when i saw the link on FB, i thought you were going to say you were afraid of deer. haha
ReplyDeleteashley, i think i know another reason why, we have talked about it many times, and i hope & know that you will get over all of this for the right man because the right one will join you on this journey and not get in the way.