my mind hurts

i am so stressed out lately. i really feel like im at a stand-still in my life. & i blame it all on this S T U P I D economy. i know for sure i am going down to mexico in march. but after that.. no idea. ughh its really starting to hurt my head. i am an over-thinker, and its so hard for me not to dwell on the future all day every day. there are so many places i could see myself living in (chicago, portland, san francisco) but part of me also just wants to move back to long beach and start school, i feel like im wasting time just moving around and not doing something productive like education. i dont know what to do, but i have so many deadlines coming up that i need to figure it out in the next week. i will have my final decision after this weekend in chicago.