Spiritual Body

I am staring at a blank page—not sure where to begin. How do I put into words something that is beyond the physical world? I will begin by explaining my spiritual background and how my life has progressively become what it is today.

I consider myself to be quite privileged in many ways. Most importantly though is my mother. It is remarkable since it was my choice to make her my mother—and I feel very secure in saying that I choose the right person for the job. Whether she is aware of it or not it was her (spiritual) influence that led me down the path I am now on. And although I feel she opened doors for me, I am thankful because never once was one of her beliefs ever pressured upon my brother or me. To be completely honest, she actually rarely shared her beliefs unless we were to ask. She also taught us very key elements on a physical level: we always ate healthy, balanced meals, when ill we were healed holistically, we partook in social and communal service, we were encouraged to play and exercise outdoors, we were taught how to recycle, we lived a very modest life; and education, knowledge and learning were top priorities.

I became interested in religion at a very young age, yet neither of my parents was religious which I also consider a privilege because this allowed me to explore my options. Any chance I got to go with a friend to their church I would take- being different religions from Christian/Catholic to Jehovah Witness to Mormon to Buddhist to Hindu to Orthodox, even down to Scientology. I experienced them all. Yet, none truly resonated with me. If anything, church made me extremely uncomfortable. I felt that you were always being judged—by the way you dressed, the way you sang, by the donation you gave and even by how holy you were. It did not make sense to me—so I completely dropped the entire idea of religion, and did so for many, many years. Yet, not once did I doubt the existence of God.

Then I found myself even more curious with what my mother believed in. Yet, some of the ideas my mom had seemed so far out to me when I was younger that I was not able to grasp them. But I was just not ready yet. Now, it’s interesting to look back and think all those silly things my mom was doing—well now I am doing the same. From her meditations, to her physic abilities, to her reiki, out of body experiences, and so on. These are things I am now doing. Yet it is my life now. This is what I live for.

To bring you up to current day—I have an extraordinary desire to learn every aspect of life (beyond the physical). I am fascinated with philosophy, history, art, alternative medicine, energy healing, Light body, metaphysical and esoteric studies, such as the chakra system, life in other dimensions, out of body experiences, astral travel, lucid dreaming, aura studies, kabala, tarot, astrology, kybalion, alchemy, the emerald tablet, sacred geometry, crystals, and so on. There is always something new I discover, something I have to further research and understand every detail of—it’s a never-ending job. Yet, since the day I dedicated myself to a full time spiritual life back in 2008, my life has continued to become more astonishing. I have entirely allowed my intuition to take the wheel and steer. I follow the energy and allow it to guide me to the next level of my being.

In doing so, I have traveled all over the world meeting incredible people and learning magnificent things about planet, the Universe and myself. Everyday is a learning experience. And some days I even have to question whether all of this is a dream—life has been pure magic.

With that said, the Universe has led me to Guatemala-where I currently am writing this blog. I have spent the last 4 weeks in San Marcos Las Piramides Meditation Center. Every experience is so different from the last. My time here has been astonishing and very much what I needed to validate some of my qualms. I was able to confront my dark side and release what was no longer necessary in my life. I was also able to ask questions and receive answers through channeling. I will briefly explain the answers I received on a physical/emotional/mental and spiritual level.

I will begin with my physical body: Archangel Khamael (the transformer)—which dispels the dark side of the human being and destroys the negative energy at this level. At this level of my being I have been blessed with sensitivity to the vibrations and energies all around us, also in the physical body I have been reminded that I have free-will, which results in self-control & understanding.

Next, my emotional body: Archangel Michael (the protector)-which defends and develops trust through clear thoughts, through reason and logic.  At this level of my being I have been blessed with unifying energy and unconditional love. Also at this level is where I meant to share (without expectations or rewards). This is where I provide my services from the heart.

Then, my mental body: Archangel Gabriel (the announcer)-which is the feminine aspect of nature and maternal instincts. At this level of my being I have been blessed with a powerful right brain, intuition and patience. Also, I have been given the gift of knowledge and passion for metaphysics and esoteric studies.

Lastly, my spiritual body: Archangel Tzaphkiel (the formator)-which is the mother of creation, the feminine aspect of God. At this level there is no division between God and us. Only Oneness. And in this lifetime, I have the opportunity to reach enlightenment, yet I must maintain a balance of God consciousness and my physical life on Earth. I have been given the gift (to become) an alternative practitioner. I should further my studies in Ancient traditional medicine, such as Ayurveda, Naturopathy, Acupuncture, or Homeopathy. This is my gift from Spirit to share with others.

My questions have all been addressed. I am feeling extremely positive about my current state of being, and am leaving here with an intensified will power and desire to learn. I know who I am, what I have come to do, and where I am going next—no more doubts and absolutely no more worries. I am on the right path; everything from here on out is absolutely perfect, and exactly as it should be.