what is love telling me to do right now?

Mixed emotion.


Being human is so weird. Too many emotions, too much thinking—

& over‐analyzing e v e r y t h i n g.

I set an intention and it is rapidly manifesting right before my eyes. And now I am

pushing back and asking the Universe to slow down. But how is that possible when

time is just an illusion? How can I ask for something and then push it away at the

very same moment? I don’t want to be in love, not here, not now. But it is

happening. Or maybe it isn’t? Maybe it’s an illusion. Maybe I am just afraid. Love

does a lot of silly things—my heart flutters quickly, but breath becomes more

difficult for me to catch, my solar plexus twists and turns in knots, and my feet, oh

my, my feet float rather than walk.

This isn’t supposed to happen though, not now. And so many opportunities

manifesting, so many options to not leave. But I have to leave‐I need to be

courageous right now. I need to go out & radiate my essence. This is what I am here

to do—not let my little silly human emotions get in the way. I need to control these

emotions. Why did I wake up in tears this morning? And not painful or sad tears, just

tears—being alive tears. Ugh, this is all so strange to me, and I feel as if it is allwrong.

This shouldn’t be happening. Or should it?

What is love telling me to do right now?