today was very blah, somedays i get very frustrated with myself--just the way i am and the decisions i make. most of my decisions i regret instantly, and dwell on them for a while. i cant take things back but sometimes i wish i could. i really just need to change my ways. be more honest with myself and others. if i did that then i wouldnt regret anything. its a new year so here is my chance to have a fresh start. i cant wait to get away and go to mexico in a couple weeks. i need the peace and quiet, i plan on spending the entire month of march not speaking to the outside world or putting anything toxic into my body. it will be a time of spiritual growth. i need that. the countdown begins: 47 days
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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today was very blah, somedays i get very frustrated with myself--just the way i am and the decisions i make. most of my decisions i regret instantly, and dwell on them for a while. i cant take things back but sometimes i wish i could. i really just need to change my ways. be more honest with myself and others. if i did that then i wouldnt regret anything. its a new year so here is my chance to have a fresh start. i cant wait to get away and go to mexico in a couple weeks. i need the peace and quiet, i plan on spending the entire month of march not speaking to the outside world or putting anything toxic into my body. it will be a time of spiritual growth. i need that. the countdown begins: 47 days
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